Noticed – people around DD are somewhat more then usual into philosophy…Star’s influence, perhaps?..One of those evenings when you re-wind your day and think of self: LOOSER. Am I loosing it? Not really, just a thought of passive acceptance of the day-inevitably-happened…happens sometimes, right? Doesn’t mean tomorrow I will not be a winner in somewhere else…yet today was full of re-calling, re-reading, re-playing, re-trospecting and in some moments even re-gretting. Have you ever had that feeling as if you’ve suddenly discovered that you have lived a year or more of your life in somewhat reversed fashion– what you thought was true, wasn’t and what you never believed in, turned out to be true? Oh well, must be “one of those evenings” then…I suggest you go and read this fantastic entry instead – so much food for the thoughts! [~and why did I bother to write this Little Evening Entry, I don’t know…a sudden urge to say something, anything, just to type some random words, I guess ] 🙂
Hmmm…am I allowed to do silly things in here? I think I am – this is my place after all…[~thinks for a moment …]
…BAA…
~smiles~
Thats the fun thing about memories. We forget how harsh life might have been and only remember the better parts, if we do rememeber the harshness it becomes less harsh and more subtle.
I think those energy strands are not only in time.. and attached to people and places, but also about our own bundle of stuff.. like you say.. what we are here to experience.. I don’t think the only path is possible.. I think there are many.. and many roads.. I for myself have beeen on more than one path at the same time.. I have
This is a fact.. I should have some kind of accadamy award.. right??
hugs
and spiritual….?? not really sure if that is what I feel.. i think it is more just scattered.. and grasping at things..
in general
I have had several visits to doc this year.. already.. and tests.. some good and some dreadful
the heart scan was way cool.. they look with sound waves at chambers, valves and everything .. listen .. look.. measure..
It was so interesting.. but I don’t have results yet
and today was bone scan.. not as fun.. xray.. not sound
and i don’t do well in those tubes anyway.. i hate them
I get really really panicked.. so.. maybe another phobia.. "can’t breath in here.. I can’t see my feet" then "GET ME OUT OF HERE!"
anyway
good to hear from you..
i am off to post office to complain..
My Memory Shelves aren’t that well organized. I pull out a Happy Memory, and right next to it is a Ooops Wish I Hadn’t Done That Memory.
I told my granddaughter that I had so much stuff stored in my brain, that something has to leak out before I can process something new. That’s why I write down things–in three different places.
I find myself re-membering events that are re-called when I read something somewhere that ticks the memory.
You do churn my brain from time to time. Thanks.
Shalom
P.S. Your comment about a piece here and a piece there sounds good. Which piece do you want?
*smile*
Shalom
Re. Memories: There is evidence that some memories (particularly episodic memories, which are memories for the content of things that happened to us) are stored in our brains with emotional tags attached to them. Research has suggested that the emotional tags actually have a longer shelf-life than the memories themselves! Also, the part of your brain where these kinds of memories (the hippocampus and amygdala) are stored is also the part of the brain responsible for emotion.
(sorry to don the professor’s hat… getting ready to return to work in another few weeks, hahaha)