Overwrite

I wrote and then I read what I wrote and was horrified…this was so not ME saying these things at all…It was too dark, too miserable, too everyunpleasantthing entry. so it gets dismissed into the private, sorry…yes, true, I didn’t feel particulary good lately…and I do feel confused and lost and all these other things too…and I am having difficulties with detachement…but someone said to me some time ago: you’ve got patience…yes, you right: I do have patience…and if no other virtues will pull me out of this crack between two lives, my Patience will…I’m sure…or am I?…