Bet you thought this entry is about drugs…
Today I did some shopping. Just felt like it. There is a small shop in Oxford, which sells gem stones and other untraditional stuff…And I don’t know what made me to go there…sometimes we walk into places unconsciously and only realise we there when …well…when we are there already…
I bought stones. Again, this was half-conscious decision, as certainly I wasn’t out shopping for the stones in the first place…I’ve bought a ring with a “mood stone” – some stone that will change colour as your mood changes. It says that body heat activates the change. Now I do not usually fall for such kitsch, but today let’s say – I had an impulse to be silly cheap for a moment…the ring has a nice shape, not too big with somewhat untraditional silver frame…Then I choose another stone. A heart-shaped “cat’s eye”. A semi precious stone, the rare black one…well, not black-black, as such, but a little bit with the violet-ish tint to it…or, rather even – violet stone with the black-ish hue…hmmm…either way…It’s smooth and very pleasant to the touch…warm as well…size that fits inside my palm…A heart in a hand…I keep taking it into my hands every now and then to feel it again – for some reason it feels good when I hold it…as my fingers stroke the smooth surface of the heart, it soothes my mind, calms it, brings some peace…or maybe I’m imagining things, but I don’t care how exactly this works, as long as it works for me…I’ve also bought a special velvet purse to keep it in…
And so…the way it is…my Mood Stone is almost black, occasionally changing to dark green…I have no idea what that means in terms of moods, so I assume this is just the colour of my temperature…and I’ve now discovered that the unusual shape for the stone frame is actually…(now – don’t laugh!) a…Frog! Yes, cute silver froggy with the Mood Stone attached to his back…Strange coincidence, premonition or meaningless else? I swear – I didn’t choose it for the shape! In fact because it was so small, I took this for some kind of leaves by mistake…well, guess, it is my destiny – to have a frog with me all the time…oh well…[sighs]…And so…I will put away my Stone Heart in a purse and store it in a safe place…
is it just me or is there something sad in metaphor?…
I have a couple jars full of stones. and have my favorites. There is a dark green one with bits of red through it.. Feels the same way in my hand..
I also have a rose quarts.. that a few of my mates in days gone by.. put good wishes into for me.. upon our parting.. I keep them in a pouch when not carrying them with me
Precious things.. So is hunting for them…
ever been rock-hunting?
It is so much fun.. my granddaughter once found a huge specimen of barite.. about a foot across and weighted several pounds.. what a find..
Sorry to say .. it got lost when my car burnt up and it was in the drunk.. I totally forgot to retrieve it when the car was towed back to town..
Grrrr
oh well.. glad we are stone budies
;P
black means your eather not happy at that moment or mad or something. green means normal mood but not as relaced as u should be. Thanks for the comment but the cat kinda decided for me he got out on his own but he came back. So I guess the lords telling me let him decide whats best so we let him now come and go at his will and if one day he don’t come back then thats his diecision I can’t do the put down thing we did that once before with a cat that was about as sick as him and she faught it very badly and I know thats what he would do fight it so If he gets real bad and can’t fight it I will do that but while he still has fight in him I will let him decide thats the way I feel the lord is leading me after he got out and had been out who knows how long cause he got by us without us knowing it I just looked at him out there and it just hit me that this is what the lord wants so I guess thats what we r going to do for now anyway but thanks so much for the comment see he’s not in much if any pain at the moment but his food wont digetst so he’s eating a lot and nothing I try helps him and he has notes on his tummy.I have spoke to the vet but he wont see him he says that it’s prob. cancer from what he heard me decribe he thinks theres no hope for him so when he’s ready I will eather put him down or he will leave me . I’ve been sick all day I have had a migrain for 2 to 4 days now starting to lose count we have tryed so much to kill it it’s terb. and the hos. wont do a thing or what they give me is to week to help. By the way I think that stones and stuff is cool and I do belive they work I belive that it’s some kind of energy they have that flows into u that helps u. hugs kira.