March 2012

Whatif Fear

There are moments when I have this acute sense of fear.  The stomach sinking feel. Usually I feel this when I’m about to do something I am not confident about. A WhatIf Fear.  Interestingly enough, thinking about this made me realise that it is not “what if something goes wrong” fear as such, but more […]

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MMT

The heart is gently wrapped in a soft mass of cotton balls. This is how it feels lately. A gentle deafness to guard from the outside world’s noises. The deafness as in positive protection intention, the noises as in questions and demands. I’m not avoiding the issues, I just shock-absorb their effects.  From here, underneath

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